Expecting The Worst

by Smalls.

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released 03 June 2013

recorded at JLiu Productions
Produced, Engineered by Johnny Liu
Mastered by John Naclerio at Nada Recording Studio
Album Art by Billy Sours

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Track Name: Lizzie
you're always hoping for the best, i'm expecting the worst
there's no explanation why i'm like this now.
it hurts it shows, it sucks and i know.

there's no need for your approval
i don't need your sympathy
i'll be fine doing this alone.

and she said

there was a point in time 
when you decided to be non-existent
everything you brought onto yourself.

i get tired of feeling alone 
you gotta look past that and keep on moving
that's the way i try to live my life

sitting alone inside your bedroom 
[you gotta look past the past]
i cant tell you "this isn't healthy" 
[just keep moving on]
i know i don't want this for your life

just do it for yourself
and save your breath

 
there's no need for your approval
i don't need your sympathy
i'll be fine doing this alone.

and she said

there was a point in time 
when you decided to be non-existent
everything you brought onto yourself.

i get tired of feeling alone 
[i get]
you gotta look past that and keep on moving
[tired of]
that's the way i try to live my life
[feeling alone]

sitting alone inside your bedroom 
[you gotta look past the past]
i cant tell you "this isn't healthy" 
[just keep moving on]
i know i don't want this for your life

just do it for yourself
and save your breath

pushing everyone to the side becase "i dont need them"
now no ones standing by my side.
Track Name: The Great Bambino
i swear i saw you there last night
i was with some friends of mine
they were drunk and so were you
i swear it ripped my heart in two

does it please you to know the world that we grew into
wont need you as much as i do

you're a liar
a smile faker 
take your ego down a notch
then maybe we'll be friends some day

its not cool to ditch your best friends.
do you hear what i'm saying
but you'll never know the toll that you did
when you said forever and then ran and hid.

you're a liar
a smile faker 
take your ego down a notch
then maybe we'll be friends some day

you're so deceiving
you're so deceiving
go on go on go on go on

look at what you did
you just ran and hid.
Track Name: Cali's Worst Dancers
i always feel bad about myself
and you are never any help
i spent the whole night by myself
wishing i was someone else.
i was never your type
all we do is fight
everyone was right
and finally it occurred to me
that you're not worth my time
you pull me down.

you've got to be
got to be kidding me
you're always pissed at me
and i never know your reasons why.

its you not me 
and i rarely sleep
go ahead and try and find someone better than me.

you've got to be
got to be kidding me
you're always pissed at me
and i never know your reasons why.

its not just me
we're out of sync
go ahead and try and find someone better than me.

you're the match that lights my way.
is that what you want me to say?

its not right
we just fight
i am not your type

the blames on me
but then you'll see
you're bumming me out
i'm tired
you're pulling me down
Track Name: Game Of Kings
i find it hard to believe that you ever cared about me, you disgust me.
i still remember the time and the place
and the smirk on your face when you forever changed me.
in a bad place but i'm recovering.
its a sad place for social stuttering.
i know i should forgive you but you know its like they say
people never ever change so i suggest you stay away.

i took your pictures off my wall
and it didnt hurt at all.
it wasn't hard and it felt right.
it must be something that i lack
compassion or a heart intact
i was bored and you were right.

i had a feeling that something was up
we stopped talking everyday
you were busy 
it was strange
i went from seeing you almost everyday
to seeing you sometimes at shows but hardly ever said hello.

now that i think about it
i guess it was stupid
all along you were dropping hints
i refused to accept them

whats really going on?

i took your pictures off my wall
and it didnt hurt at all.
it wasn't hard and it felt right.
it must be something that i lack
compassion or a heart intact
i was bored and you were right.

its 9 am.