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Expecting The Worst

by Smalls

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1.
Lizzie 01:48
you're always hoping for the best, i'm expecting the worst there's no explanation why i'm like this now. it hurts it shows, it sucks and i know. there's no need for your approval i don't need your sympathy i'll be fine doing this alone. and she said there was a point in time  when you decided to be non-existent everything you brought onto yourself. i get tired of feeling alone  you gotta look past that and keep on moving that's the way i try to live my life sitting alone inside your bedroom  [you gotta look past the past] i cant tell you "this isn't healthy"  [just keep moving on] i know i don't want this for your life just do it for yourself and save your breath   there's no need for your approval i don't need your sympathy i'll be fine doing this alone. and she said there was a point in time  when you decided to be non-existent everything you brought onto yourself. i get tired of feeling alone  [i get] you gotta look past that and keep on moving [tired of] that's the way i try to live my life [feeling alone] sitting alone inside your bedroom  [you gotta look past the past] i cant tell you "this isn't healthy"  [just keep moving on] i know i don't want this for your life just do it for yourself and save your breath pushing everyone to the side becase "i dont need them" now no ones standing by my side.
2.
i swear i saw you there last night i was with some friends of mine they were drunk and so were you i swear it ripped my heart in two does it please you to know the world that we grew into wont need you as much as i do you're a liar a smile faker  take your ego down a notch then maybe we'll be friends some day its not cool to ditch your best friends. do you hear what i'm saying but you'll never know the toll that you did when you said forever and then ran and hid. you're a liar a smile faker  take your ego down a notch then maybe we'll be friends some day you're so deceiving you're so deceiving go on go on go on go on look at what you did you just ran and hid.
3.
i always feel bad about myself and you are never any help i spent the whole night by myself wishing i was someone else. i was never your type all we do is fight everyone was right and finally it occurred to me that you're not worth my time you pull me down. you've got to be got to be kidding me you're always pissed at me and i never know your reasons why. its you not me  and i rarely sleep go ahead and try and find someone better than me. you've got to be got to be kidding me you're always pissed at me and i never know your reasons why. its not just me we're out of sync go ahead and try and find someone better than me. you're the match that lights my way. is that what you want me to say? its not right we just fight i am not your type the blames on me but then you'll see you're bumming me out i'm tired you're pulling me down
4.
i find it hard to believe that you ever cared about me, you disgust me. i still remember the time and the place and the smirk on your face when you forever changed me. in a bad place but i'm recovering. its a sad place for social stuttering. i know i should forgive you but you know its like they say people never ever change so i suggest you stay away. i took your pictures off my wall and it didnt hurt at all. it wasn't hard and it felt right. it must be something that i lack compassion or a heart intact i was bored and you were right. i had a feeling that something was up we stopped talking everyday you were busy  it was strange i went from seeing you almost everyday to seeing you sometimes at shows but hardly ever said hello. now that i think about it i guess it was stupid all along you were dropping hints i refused to accept them whats really going on? i took your pictures off my wall and it didnt hurt at all. it wasn't hard and it felt right. it must be something that i lack compassion or a heart intact i was bored and you were right. its 9 am.

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released June 3, 2013

recorded at JLiu Productions
Produced, Engineered by Johnny Liu
Mastered by John Naclerio at Nada Recording Studio
Album Art by Billy Sours

all Song written by Smalls.
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